heronfem

From Whence You Came has finally been finished.  That's right, it's done, at long last.  I feel so accomplished.

I have virgin mojitos, netflix, ginger ale, ice, Word, fluffy blankets, a job, and no homework.

Life is good.

Question 1:  Why am I doing this to myself?

A) I am bored.
B) I have no job.
C) I like the stress.
D) I am an idiotic masochist who really, really needs to find a better use of my time.
E) All of the above.

I'm a graduate.
I officially ended my crazy high school life yesterday.
And now, I am sitting here, in my pajamas and a robe, and wondering what I'm supposed to do.
But hey.
NANOWRIMO STARTS IN FIFTEEN HOURS OMFG.
All is well in my sad, strange little world.




I think I'm going back to bed.

Time started: 3:27 PM
Full name: [Redacted 2024]
Nickname(s): Hiza, Love, my dear, You Over There
Birthday: June 30, 1994
Where were you born: [redacted 2024]
Zodiac sign: Cancer
Height: 5' 3 and 3/4ths"
Weight: guessing about 125 lbs
Hair color: Brown
Eye color: Hazel
Shoe size: 8 to 8 1/2
Ring size: 8
Skin type (freckles, tan, albino, etc.): Green/pale
Blood type: I don't know, actually.
Grade: 12
GPA: not a pretty number
Siblings: [Redacted 2024]. Adopted siblings...yeah, let's not.
Tattoos: None
Piercings: None
Hobbies: Reading, writing, emailing Peach
Favorite....
Color: Red
Food : Where?
Candy: Candy corn
Type of cheese: that one that starts with an h...
Pizza topping: meat lovers, thanks muchly
Salad dressing: None
Sandwich: BLT
Cereal: Rice crispies
Fruit: PEARS.  OMNOMNOM PEARS
Vegetable: Carrots
Berry: Strawberry
Cake: Spice
Book: Going Postal
Movie: Snatch, Revolver, or Master and Commander, at the moment
Magazine: National Geographic
Newspaper: None
TV show: SHERLOCK.  MMHMM
Website: Fanfiction.net
Radio station: 99.5, 97.9 or 97.1
Font: Viner Hand ITC
Cartoon character: Manhunter or Velocity
Artist: Leonardo da Vinci
Actor: Jason Statham
Actress: That lady that plays Kate Beckett on Castle
CD: Disturbed
Song: At Least I'm Not as Sad (as I used to Be) by fun.
Music group: ....Let's not even go there.
Music type: Whatever floats my boat
Day of the week: Friday.  No classes
Month: April
Season: Early Autumn
Holiday: Halloween
Shampoo: Bugger if I know
Conditioner: See above
Number: 12
Phrase: Bide your time and hold out hope
Store: DI, [Redacted 2024]
Weather: Partly cloudy
Restaurant: Pizza Pie
Channel: 13.1
Teacher: Newman
Weekend activity: Email Peach
Hangout: House
House color: White with a green door and blue windowboxes
Sport to watch: Rugby (mmm yes)
Sport to play:  Floor hockey
Animal: Currently Pine Marten
Flower: Coleus
Board game: Clue
Party game: None
Story from childhood: Yeahhhh, let's not go there.
Body part: None.
Have you ever.....
Been on a train: Yes.
Been on a plane: Nope
Been in a car accident: No
Caused a car accident: Probably  
Run into a wall: Yep
Burned a potato chip: Yes
Almost burned the house down:  Hah hah hahaha.  Ha. Yes.
Smoked: No
Been drunk: No
Broken the law: Yes
Burned a CD (if yes, the one above is yes): Yes
Kissed someone of the opposite sex: Yes
Kissed someone of the same sex: Yes
Made out: Yes
Gotten engaged: Sort of.
Had an online relationship: Not exactly…
Been rejected by a crush: No
Loved: I like to think so.
Made yourself cry to get out of trouble: Never needed to.
Cried in public: Yes
Cried over a movie: Yes
Fallen asleep in a movie theater: Yep
Given someone a bath: No
Been to a boarding school: No
Been home-schooled: No
Lost a valuable item : Yes
Bungee jumped: No
Skied: Kind of
Met the president: No
Met a celebrity: Nope
Gotten a cavity: Yes
Shopped at Abercrombie & Fitch: NO
Made a prank call: Yes
Skipped school: Nope
Faked sick to get out of school: No
Climbed a tree: No
Fallen from a tree: Yes
Broken a bone: No
Sprained anything: Not officially
Passed out: Don't think so.
Made yourself pass out: No
Been to Disney World: No
Been to a theme park (not Disney): Yes
Said, "I love you," and meant it (not to a relative): Yes
Made a model volcano (working model): No
Made a clover leaf with your tongue: No
Past....
What did you do yesterday: Went to school, went to Logan, emailed Peach
Memory you miss the most: Colton
Memory you want to forget: ....
Something you regretted after it was done: Most of my relationships, largely because they were so selfish.
The last....
Song you heard: Viva la Vida- Coldplay
CD you bought: Uhh…Soundtrack of Nightmare before Christmas?  I think?
Thing you said: "Mmhmm"
Time you cried: The day after Emily died.
Movie seen in a theater: Sherlock Holmes: A Game of Shadows
Thing you ate: Pudding
Person who called: Bridget
Nail polish shade worn: Bijou Blue
Time you showered: Yesterday?
Person who complimented you: Peach
At this moment....
what are you listening to: Mariska Murha
What are you wearing: Skintight white tank, purple bolero, blue jeans
What are you thinking: Why am I doing this?
What are you scared of most: Things in the night
How many people are on your buddy list: ...?
Future....
Occupation: Saver of the world.  Not savior.  Distinct difference.  I just want to save people.
Marriage site: Not a clue
Honeymoon: Closest hotel.  I'm cheap.
Place to live: Small house on the beach in North England, with a small patio and well insulated walls.
Kids: Eep.
Car: 1950's Desoto.  It'll happen.
What are you doing tomorrow: Grumbling.
Will there be a WWIII: Probably.
Will politics ever be truthful: Not likely.
Will humanity snuff itself out: Pretty buggering likely.
Can the government be changed: It /can/.
Friends....
best friend: We'll say Angie
Funniest: Angie
Silliest: Rachael
Loudest: Katie
Quietest: …
Craziest: Mariah
Calmest: Peach
Skinniest: Angie
Best secret keeper: Peach
Worst secret keeper: Dunno
Smartest: Chancey
Preppiest: Uh…
Peppiest: Not a clue
Most hyper: That changes.
Hottest: Dakota
Weirdest: All of them.
Biggest pervert: All of them.
Most annoying: That changes.
Shyest: Hmm...
Most religious: Katie
Do you believe in....
Heaven: Yes
Hell: Yes
Angels: Yes
Devil: Yes
God: Yes
Buddha: Dunno.  Ideas, possibly.
Aliens: Yes
Ghosts: Yes
Spirit (soul): Yes
Soulmates: Not per se.
Reincarnation: Not exactly.
Love at first sight: Yes (scientifically proven, people.)
Karma: I'd like to.
Love in general: Yes
Luck: Yes
Yourself: Sometimes
Crush....
Who and when was your first crush: I think his name was Nick.  I was 3.
Any now: Yep.
A celebrity crush: Eoin Macken
Who do you want to be with right now: Peach
Who's number do you want: Dunno
Who do you want to kiss: Not saying.
What is something you don't understand about the opposite sex: Why they're sexist jerks.
If you could go on a date with anybody, who would it be:  Nick Iongi
On scale of one to ten, how romantic are you: Let's say 8.
First thing noticed about the opposite sex: O.o?
What do you look for personality-wise: Gentility
Biggest turn on(s): Intelligence, biting, calm, sweet, don't try and control
Biggest turn off(s): Stupidity, jerk remarks
Something they wear that turns you on: Necklace.
Something they wear that turns you off: Shorts.  Honestly, men.
The most romantic thing you want to happen to you: Ah…um…
The most romantic thing that has happened to you: Someone staying up till quarter to four to listen to me cry.
What do you wear on a coffee date: I would hope clothes.
Is cyber cheating: Depends on the relationship and people involved.
Are eyes the passageway to the soul: Yes
Who would you like to take to the prom: We are not talking about that.
Do you want to hug somebody right now: Yes
Do you know what an aphrodisiac is: Yes
Describe...
Mellow: The sound of sorry.
Melancholy: The taste of disgust and sorrow
The perfect date: At home, with movies and junk food.
The perfect mate: Heh.  Let's just…leave that one alone.
Why manhole covers are round: Because someone decided that round worked.
One or the other....
Coke/Pepsi: Ugh.  Neither.  
Sprite/7-Up: Sprite
Boxers/briefs: XD
Gold/ilver: silver
Vanilla/chocolate: Vanilla
Flowers/candy: Flowers
Book/magazine: Book
TV/radio: Depends
Glass half empty/half full: The waitron is not getting a good tip.
Democrat/Republican: Unaffiliated, thanks muchly.
Colored pencils/markers: Pencils
Coffee/tea: Neither.
Sun/moon: Moon
Day/night: Day, anymore.
Hot/cold: Hot
Dog/cat: Cat
Button/zipper: Zipper
Cotton/feather pillow: Cotton.  Allergic to the feathers.
Blue/purple: Both
Plumber/trashman: I prefer both keep their own job.
Jeans/shorts: Jeans
Long distance relationship/none: Long distance
Mechanical/regular pencil : Mechanical
Matt/Ben: ...?
Kelso/Eric: …
Donna/Jackie: …
Bart/Lisa: Lisa
Romeo/Juliet: Both were stupid.
Romantic comedy/thriller: Either
N'SYNC/BSB: The bugger do I care.
Peanut butter/jelly: Allergic and psychosomatic, thanks no.
Waffles/pancakes: Waffles.
Letter/email: Either
Florida/California: California
Pizza/burgers: Pizza
Hat/visor: Hat
Football/rugby: Rugby
Ice skating/blading: -shrug-
Movie at home/in theater : -shrug-
First thing you think of when you hear...
Yellow: Sick
Red lipstick: Sex
Socks: Old
Cowtipping: Cars
Moulin Rouge: Christian
Greenland: Ohiiiio, Ohiiiiio
Iceland: Grapes
Harry Potter: Lemons
Red: War
Blackberry: Phone
Rose: alie
Rooster: Scraggly
Taxes: Oh dear kami.
Bill Clinton: Dick
Whipped cream: Sex on a couch
George W. Bush: Dubya
Lollipops: Big Bang
Dreams: Personal Hell
Love: and death
Guys: Dakota
South Park: Idiocy
Boy bands: fun.
Penguins: Chelsea
Girls: Kenzie
Thong: strawberries
Death: Note
Spoons: Lonlieness
Junk mail: Pissed
Dairy: have it
Your father: Ass
Pizza: William
Britney Spears: Why is she on this list?
Vitamin: C
Are you....
Happy: No.
Sad: Off and on.
Religious: Fairly
Crazy: Yes
Messy: Not really
Mad: Yes
Slacker: Sometimes
Nerd: Better believe it
Bookworm: Yes
Jock: No
Preppy: No
Selfish: Yes
Giving: Sometimes
Obsessive: Yes
Violent: Yes
Calm: Sometimes
Peaceful: Yes
Mellow: Yes
Eccentric: Very
Caring: Sometimes
Trustworthy: Yes
Loyal: Yes
Patriotic: Sometimes
Perverted : Extremely
Colorful: Nope
Artistic: Yes
Miscellaneous
What color is your jacket: Which one?
Do you shave: Yes
Where: Where I feel like
What color is your razor: Pink
What size is your bed: Double
What color crayon would you be: Mulch
What are the last four digits of you phone number: 3462
Feelings on abortion: Do not get me started
How long does it take you to shower: hour at minimum
What does your screenname mean: It's a reference to the herons that pop up everywhere in the Wheel of Time
Thoughts on blonde pop stars in general: Who gives a fuck?
Who do you trust the most: Angie, Ellen, Peach
Is cussing a necessity in life: No, but it makes everything more interesting.
How about coffee: I care why?
Is the world screwed: More or less, yes.
What something you can't live without: A heartbeat.
What time did you fall asleep: When?
Can you live without a microwave: Not likely.
What do think about death: I fear it.
Where and when do you want to be married: I'd just like to not be alone.
Do you want to drop out of school: No
Why is the sky blue: Because it buggering well feels like it.
What is a good trait about yourself: I'm alive.
What do you always think about: Fanfics, Peach, is everyone okay, am I okay, am I sick.
What is wrong with your school: A lot of things.
What is right with your school: The gay orgies in the locker room.
How do you react to change: Not well.
Do you talk to yourself: Yes. Yes I do.
What is your opinion on love: LOVE EVERYTHING
Can you afford to lose weight: Yes
What color would you dye your hair: Just darken it up.
Best thing anyone has told you: That I'm useful
Does being psycho appeal to you: I'm already there.
If you wrote a book, what would it be about: Oh, ugh, don't go there.
What would you change your name to: Montmorency  
Longest crush lasted how long:  4 years.
Time finished: 6:39 due to people repeatedly dragging me away.